Past!

today woke up at 11 plus..

i guess..

not very sure..

then,

meeting bell at 4..

unfortunately..

she didn't bring the lens together..

so,

next week..

sorry for my customer..

need to wait for another week again..

then,

ting came my place..

went for pasar malam..

didn't bought much food..

because no mood..

feel over bored, i guess..

anyway,

got message from hang..

haha..

she said she is in Penang..

and staying at the same condominium as our trip there..

wow..

i was like yerrrrrr..so good..

freaking jealous..

so i said to her..

you can think back what we did in the middle of the night..

haha..

so jealous..

i hope i can go there also..

sigh..

makes me remind back the days we're there..

i bet papa will know..

haha..

too bad,

he don't read my blog..

so he don't know i post about it..

wish for a trip to be held end of the year..

then it will be so fun..

again,

the feeling will come back..

enjoying!!

Memories in National Service

went in to Friendster just now..

so i viewed some of the girls in my camp..

guys some of it..

the one that not close..

makes me feel like crying..

i was looking at the group discussion..

everyone started studying..

missing the camp so much..

viewed many of you guys..

makes me thinks back of the past..

times we had in the camp..

the ghost thingy..

celebration..

closing ceremony..

tears everywhere..

when we having the last day..

the sky is crying at the same time..

2months plus..

meant alot..

oh..

one more thing..

i wanted to say sorry to a malay girl..

she asked me to send her photo of her friends to her..

but i've lost your contact..

i think you're hating me..

but i really sorry..

i was searching for you everywhere..

through the net..

those who can get to you..

but none..

i will keep searching until i get to you..

just wait..

maybe it will be a suprise..

after you seeing it..

i will post it to your house..

that's all i wanted to express..

i'm just loaded with tears of sadness..

no more regrets of going to National Service!!

MISS MY CAMP!!

CAMP BUMIMAS,

SIBU,

SARAWAK.

Stress Again

i'm so stressing out again..

today went back to the academy..

for briefing..

it's for tommorrow's show..

which is Honda Show..

the make up is a Dramatic Eyeliner..

then,

and paint the face with white cream foundation..

which is just so not easy to do..

a little looks like Geisha..

is just so Hard..

this time..

we going to get pay..

rm100..

is good enough for me..

but i think that rm100 will turns to a few ringgits..

because i owed my beloved Bestie money..

so no choice..

haha..

so i was doing make up on Angie today..

half way through..

i'm getting so pissed off..

so tired and i can't even get the liner rite..

one side higher,another side drippy..

so,

for those who does make up everyday..

i really give you guys an A++..

for getting a nice liner..

practice will makes perfect..

i need to start practicing my liner..

it takes me 3 to 4 hours to done everything..

if i not mistaken..

it's really tiring..

so Exhausted..

i'm kinda nervous about it..

because it's a very big show..

and of course..

our Principal is there along with us..

need to do the best we could..

FAST AND NICE..

not only done the work for the CLIENT..

if not,we gonna get scold by HER..

anyway,

that's all about my EXHAUSTED DAY..

pray for me..

so that i can do well..

GoodNight..

Blank

it's a sunday today..

bored of course..

didn't went anywhere..

saturday went to The Curve..

it's a very last minute decision..

plan to go Bangsar Village..

but because it's so late..

so better not..

have lunch in Dragon-I..

that cost us like a 'thousand'..

because we're just the broker..

haha..

no choice..

no income for us..

went pasar malam at night..

packed some food back home and eat..

that's all about it..

anyway,

wednesday and thursday..

there's a show on..

wednesday is Honda Show in KL Convention Center..

and thursday is Astro Pageant Challenge 2 in Sunway Pyramid..

i'm really nervous about the Honda Show because i not sure

what makeup are we doing..

so hope is a easy one..

need to sleep..

it's getting late..

goodnite..

Portfolio Day

today is my portfolio day..
now i'm so relieved than before..
now,
everything is over..
tommorrow no practice..
take a day rest..
tuesday start fashion makeup..
again,
HECTIC!!!

So,
woke up at 8am..
get ready..
went breakfast with mum and grandpa..
then after breakfast..
straight to OUG..
the STUDIO II to do my portfolio along with others..
8 of us doing portfolio..
3 of them don't even have mirror..
but 1st come 1st serve..
so can't blame us..

1st makeup is natural makeup..
is also called beauty makeup..
everything need to be clean..
the foundation must be good..
conceal good..
EVERYTHING!!
so that it looks good in the photo..
so,my model is called MASHA..
pretty girl..
have a very good face structure..
and she's only 18..
can't believe..
haha..
i didn't take any photo of beauty make up..
but the heavy one i did..
SMOKY BLACK..
she's so freaking SEXY..
can post so well,for me..
hehe..


same makeup..



i'm kinda happy with the make up..
waiting for the photos to be out..
hehe..
anyway,
got to go..
nitez..

Routine

today is the best day..
i never felt like this for the past 2 or 3 weeks..
the feeling is just so GREAT!!
haha..
maybe is because everynight sleep at 2 plus..
and woke up at 8 to go for practice..
my PORTFOLIO is this SUNDAY..
NERVOUS to the MAX..
hope it turns out to be a pretty model..
rather than a witch..
keke..
so today i woke up at 10 plus..
about to be 11am..
then bath..
of course,
not to go out..
just my morning routine..
went tesco with mum and grandpa..
to get some stuff..
then,
ate at 2 plus i guess..
couldn't remember..
i cooked macaroni cheese for myself..
a FAILED one..
macaroni a little overcooked...
and the cheese herbal not CHEESE enough..
haha..
but still it gives warm feeling to my stomach..
next time,
i try to cook lagsagne..
not easy..
the ingredients must be rich enough..
so that it tastes the same like what we have outside..
hehe..
i love cooking actually..
but it depends on the mood..
so i'm not professional chef,tho..
after having my late breakfast or the so called lunch..
feeling tired..
nap time..
slept for 2 hours..
woke up at 6 plus..
feel so great..
dreamt of something weird..
which is..
me and my family..
saw a UFO flying nearer to our house area..
it lands on the opposite road..
in a nearer view,
this UFO looks like a ROBOT..
funny dream..

then,
waited for ting to come..
going for night market..
with hang and papa..
parked the car in leisure mall..
we ate asam laksa..
that's our dinner..
that asam laksa sucks..
taste so bad..
it taste like soap..
i feel like i'm eating a soap..
not laksa..
ewww...
chit chat a lot..
thought of the socket that papa drew in messenger..
it was the funniest drawing i've ever seen..
but is a very creative..
this is the drawing of his..


nice right?
i'm happy to have a very good artist..
haha..
anyway,that's all for tonight..
muaks..

Moody

crap..
i've written my blog..
and now it's gone..
lazy want to rewrite..
just want to say..
i'm mood off..
peace to the max.

About Today

woke up early..
went for practice..
portfolio is just around the corner..
anyway,
nothing much about today..
but the night is the bad of all..
i mean in my ENTIRE LIFE..
please don't be shock for those who read this..
i banged a cat..
and i feel freaking and absolutely GUILTY..
i'm not sure whose wrong..
but,
of course..
i feel that i'm the one who wrong..
really sick of it..
i can still hear the sound of the car when i ran on to IT..
i'm just so sad..
and i can't belive myself..
that i really killed a cat..
and it's hit and run..
anyway,
that all i wanted to blog..
i want to remember this date..

CAT,
I"M SO SORRY THAT I HIT AND RUN..
WHY DID YOU JUST CAME OUT..
WHEN YOU DID SAW THE CAR..
SIGH..
I'M JUST SO SORRY FOR THAT..
I REALLY SPEECHLESS..
MAY YOU REST IN PEACE..

Heath Ledger

ohhh...
heath ledger!!!
you're so freaking HOOOTTTT!!
why did you just go like that???
what a waste..
sigh..
you're so great in The Dark Knight..
i love you a lot..
more than the BATMAN..
i guess..
even Batman is hot too without the costume..
but you still the BEST!!
i'm crazy of this JOKER..

may you rest in peace!

blog just for HIM!

writes,
cee