The difference

我可以写华语了.

谢我的婷婷姐姐.嘻嘻.

婷,我pandai hor? hahahah...

今天的聊天还不濑哦.

給开心. cantonese.

anyway,

later continue.

not in the mood yet.

different world have different feeling.

Nonsense

Currently have the mood to blog a bit..is actually kinda boring when you're having holiday and you have nothing to do at the same time (I'm not complaining but i wish for some activities except study). I wish I'm having a trip with family/friends. I guess is so much better hanging around with anyone. At least, we're doing something than sitting around starring at the lappy or tv. We did plan before to have a trip end of the year, but somehow, it doesn't really work. Should i start planning again? Maybe we should go somewhere else for New Year Eve than in KL. Nothing much to do here. Kinda miss going Penang and PD. heheh..Feel like swimming at night,in the pool. cold cold. Watching Forever Summer Nigella. Pasta. looks tasty,i guess. My elder sis is going HK, awww, i wanna go too. So many of them is going HK. 4-5 person went this year. Told my sis to get me a cosmetic pouch, hehe. Hope there's something nice there. Kinda out of idea what to crap, seriously, is kinda random post thou. Over boring looking at the lappy. No one to chat with (sound so sad). haha..

i'll stop here.

peace babe.

Wonderful

Jas Xmas hat.

have a good time on the X'mas Eve.
us.
doing everything for the event.

one big family.

Russian Roulette

"Russian Roulette"

Uh, uh [sound of taking breath]

[Verse 1]
Take a breath,
Take it deep.
'Calm yourself', He says to me
If you play, you play for keeps.
Take the gun and count to three.
Im sweating now,
Moving slow,
No time to think. My turn to go

[Hook]
And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest.
Said I'm terrified but I'm not leaving
I know that I must pass this test
So, just pull the trigger

[Verse 2]
Say a prayer to yourself
He says 'close your eyes, sometimes it helps'
And then I get a scary thought
That he's here - means he's never lost

[Hook]
And you can see my heart beating.
No, You can see it through my chest.
Said I'm terrified but I'm not leaving
Know that I must pass this test.
So, just pull my trigger

[Bridge]
As my life flashes before my eyes
I'm wondering will I ever see another sunrise?
So many won't get the chance to say good-bye
But its too late to think of the value of my life

[Hook]
And you can see my heart beating.
No, You can see it through my chest.
Said I'm terrified but I'm not leaving no
know that I must pass this test.
You can see my heart beating.
Oh, You can see it through my chest.
I'm terrified but I'm not leaving no
know that I must pass this test.

So, just pull the trigger

[sound of taking a breath]
[sound of pulling the trigger. Gun shot]

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Hunting

Friday
18.12.2009
is KL holiday..
went to Pavilion..
do some shopping..
but,
sadly,
there's nothing nice and most of the stuff were expensive.

gotta skip this part.

Saturday
19.12.2009
we still not giving up for 'dress'
ehehe..
ting,hang and me went to MV to get gift for our coming event.
we use alot of cash,JUST FOR THIS REDDY CHRISTMAS..
hmm~~
after choosing for half an hour in the store..
we decided and confirmed ourselves.
bought the gifts and left.

headed to bangsar, 2nd round.
this time we headed there for dress..
something unpleasant happen..
but,
we take that as a lesson.
next time be more aware then will be fine..
went into 4-5 shops..
tried quite a sum of dress too..
mmm~~ so tempting.
we are so freaking starving while doing the hunting.
4plus we had our brunch in Pappa Rich..
hahah...
imagine, how did we really survive without eating in the morning and afternoon.
we left our house at 11am.
so yea.
pretty starving as i just mentioned, okay! *next*
while having our meal, did some thinking as well..
i tried on 2 high waist floral skirt, a long dress, and a black dress (a lil lacey)
ilovethisdresssomuch~

Lens

selling one year lens.
anyone interested?
RM30 (postage not included yet)

email me:
chewee_90@msn.com

Luck

everything is done now.
i'm glad that i can have a good,nope, is a slightly better night rest.

exam is next week.
not started anything yet due to tiredness..
hehe..
i'll start study tomorrow probably..

that's all for now.
a lil update.

luck people.

What

nearer and nearer.
booth day is coming.
presentation is coming.
finals is coming.
three weeks holiday is coming.
christmas is coming.
ideas is nowhere to be seen.
enjoyment seems far away.
sadness is all around me.
stressfulness is all around me.

___________________________________________

being in such a situation is really really sad.
no enjoyment.
even with enjoyment, it last for a second or two.
would it last?
i don't see it.
i wish,
i believe everyone wish to stay in the past.
sigh.
i getting more and more out of place.

people out there who enjoying your life,
i'm really happy for you, really!
just enjoy.

Belated

aiks..
gotta say Happy Belated Birthday to my sweet babe gurl,Jasmin!
oppss~ sounds like i gave birth to a baby gurl..keke..
but i think is a nice and sweet name.
would consider when i have a baby.
hahah..
dragging too far away!

back to the topic..
we celebrated her birthday in Serdang..
our 2nd time celebrating there..
hehe..
AWESOME~~
learned from JosephLee..
took lots of photos..
facebook is full with pretty nice us with pretty nice specs..
ahaahhaa..

Foam

today ting, hang, foo and me went to pyramid.
we plan to get some stuff there..
and also, we seldom go to pyramid..
so yea. went out kinda late
obviously, lunch is late as well causing me to have gastric.
it's been a long time i never had a gastric.
maybe 3 months ago or more.
nevermind. it doesn't really matter
had pan mee in connaught
then head to where we suppose to go.
walking around without knowing where we heading to(this happen when we are in pyramid)
also, we doesn't know the time.
i bought what i want which is Laneige, Facial Foam.
thought of taking the facial mist but somehow,expensive to me..
hmm..end up, i didn't get one.
maybe i should consider Sasa instead.
we bought something else as well.
could not be reveal for now..
maybe after this month?
went to Sasa as hang want to search for eyeshadows..
Kate have nice color sometimes.
but end up didn't get any..
then again..
i saw BeautyTalk..
owwww~~
i'm so loving it
they have new products..
i WANT~
the Oxy i only have the Mask..
i want the whole set and the new ones too..
is called GHK-Cu..
ting bought sandals for herself and others nothing as we have nothing much to buy.


nothing much to say.
see you guys soon.

oh yea,
tomorrow culture dance again..
it will happen this time.

Jas

what a day.
so cold larh~
ish..
non stop raining.
haih..

anyway,
i just create an event for jas berday.
some people will see it in facebook.
just a tiny event.
not a grand and need not to be grand.
over grand, the focus will go somewhere else.
i think.this is how it looks like.
nothing special right?
haha...
told you so.
nvm larh..
jasmin will kinda/maybe appreciate it?

tomorrow will be going to pyramid with no reason actually.
just a normal one.
walk around and waste some time.

Does not expect

a mistake i made.
unbearable mistake and no turning back too.
seems like i took it so not serious bout' it but i'm truly sorry.
never know.......

as i mentioned in twitter.
does sorry works?
my answer is a no.
actually,
it depends on situation.
but for this situation, i don't expect for your forgiveness.
you wanna hate me, slap me or pinch me..
do it..
i don't mind.
cos' i know is my mistake.

well,
i don't really know what i'm saying.
but,
i know i'm up to something..

you will know when the time comes.
willing to wait?
or you can't wait no more?
ahhh~~
just wait.
things is waiting for you far far away.
look further and you'll see it

Speechless

if you're piss off with me..
just message me A msg..
not more..
just A MSG is more than enough.
it will not take you long.
A MSG WITH A WORD.
that's all.

what is your problem.
gosh.

mix feeling now.
argggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Redness

as mentioned.
waited my sis for 5 hours.
her new hair do.
no photos of her.
but i have some other better photo, i think.

it's a toypoodle.
the color i love as well..
pretty and cute.

carried her to snap some pic.
hee.adorable she.sorry bout the eye.
redness due to itchy-ness.

it's cute..

done.

nothing much to blog again.
having flu now.
bad rain.
no McD for me.
sigh.

gonna visit Ikea tomorrow.
and a movie probably.

Idou

kinda like this phone..
my nokia is a lil' ehem..
press on the keys, no letter appears.
press harder only appear.
weird.
maybe it's time.
hehe..

actually is kinda impossible for now.
sigh.
wish for it.

News of the Day?

hello peeps~
miss me?
no?
that's sad huh?

anyway,
i don't really miss you too..
haha..
cos' i'm not really sure does anyone free to visit my blog anyway..
hmm..
as dated,
our group member suppose to go for a thai dance today..
which we did with some not so good news.

let see,
woke up at 6 plus to prepare..
it was to be a GOOD MORNING BREAKFAST TIME.
but,
see, there's always a but in every sentence i made.
what to do?
things happen as such.
gotta' accept the fact.

okay, let's just proceed.
then i received a message from Eli saying that Jon unable to come cos' he's sick..
GOSH~~
first thing that happened.
left me, Eli, and Serena.
we can't canceled it cos' time is running out..
which everyone knows time is gold.
went to the temple in Chan Sow Lin.
circled around the temple.
but we can't find someone in charge.
how sad is that.
after asking for someone, she said she will be there later.
we decided to have breakfast.
had Wan Tan Mee for good.
back to the temple again at 9,maybe?
then waited for an hour and half.
still, no one turn up.
time is ticking, time time is ticking
oppss..is a song from Epik High-One.
anyway,
time is really ticking fast.
and then,
we waited again till 10.40am.
no shadow.
so, we decided to call again..
eventually,
she called back.
how 'lucky' we are.
hmm.
and the BIGGEST NEWS of the day.
'The girls are tired after yesterday's practice, so today we don't have any practice'.
'maybe next sunday lah'
*speechless*
me and my friends feels like stabbing each other to death after waiting for so long..
we took half of our morning for this but end up.
we got nothing.

actually,
i can't really blame the woman cos' we didn't contact her the day before.
kinda messed up.
what to do.
leader is not around.
people is enjoying his holiday with family.
a sudden trip anyway.
whatever lah.
after you reading this post, please don't feel bad.
everyone have a mistake in this.

okay.
i got nothing much to say actually.
just wanna jot about today.
kinda tired actually.

anyway,
i'm over in starbucks wahile waiting my sis to get her hair done.
maybe 4 hours from now?
wow..
that's long..
i can't probably sleep here.
hehe..

peeps enjoy.

cee signing out.

A Post Full Of Intentionally Hatred

boring..

today is kind of the boring day..

normally i superb love my wednesday..

but not this 2 months..

bad, boring wednesday.

kinda hectic semester.

which i don't really know the reason why.

can anyone just ring my doorbell and ask me out..

instead of planning something and msg me for a confirmation?

i feel like dying..

assignments, presentation, booth, dance, this that there here..
blablabla~~

all the black sheep thing..

gosh..

sucks man!

never felt like this before.

oh ya..

never forget about the weather.

is the worst.

rain, sunny, rain, sunny..

i got flu few days back..

better today..

and just now..

lalalala..

visit me again..

HELLO??? you just left, why coming back again 'a lil'??

sigh..

damn boring..

yea,

i'm highlighting the word 'BORING'..

cos' it's the FACT?

more to come..

here comes this DIGI yellow thing.

what is wrong with digi?

why i can't receive msg..

chatting for so long..

then suddenly..

*silence*

what the?

msg that person asking whether receive or not?

ans is a NO..

really don't get it..

this post is full of hatred.

gotta' let some out before i shoot someone.

haha..

even my colfren realised that i have a bad temper when things doesn't go my way.

oppsss~~~

sorry making you scare,ELI.

heheh..

end post.
out of words

Headphone

saw this in LadyGaga.com..
gosh..
really pretty.
the pic is kinda small..
maybe you guys should visit the blog and have a look at it..
love it so much!

anyone willin' to get me one?
hehe..

btw,
it's headphone.

Disturbed

how's this like?
hah..
my mandarin writing..
pro or not?

my fren say noob..
sad..
i so hardworking write it to her..
she say i'm noob..
hem~~

let you eat tissue then you know..
keke..
anyway,
really nice to know that you're coming over this coming December 24th.
is like AT LAST you're coming..
got to see your NOOB X 3 face again..
after more than a year didn't see you..
hehe..

so i guess i'll see you on coming December.
hope there's no more DESTRUCTION.
kaka..

_____________________________________________________________

let's end bout the noob gurl i've just mentioned.
okay..
today..
is really a disturbed day.
disturbed day as in internally.
really arghhhhhh~~~!!!!

first,
is the Thai thing..
seriously is not coz' of the dance or something..
is just the noise..
gosh..
disturbed me the most..
CHUUUUUUUUUU~~~~~~~~
that's always what i heard.
irritates me a lot..
sharp voice..
is not over sharp..
a lil' 'blunt'..
anyway..
i just can't stand it.

adding on with the Friend.
worsen.
glad that i don't feel any tummy ache.
if not,
i'll just @#$%^&*#$%..
that's not bad word okay..
just scolding,probably.
phewww~~
patience,patience.
haaaaaaaaa~

better now.

i gonna change my blog layout.
soon.
hope is real soon.
searching for a pretty one..
which actually,
i've found one..
need some time to copy paste copy paste type type type..
doing the same task again..
people who change before should know the feeling if you did a slight mistake.
i wish there's someone to do it for me and create my very own layout.
OKAY!!
THAT'S JUST A WISH,i know!!!
just dreaming for a bit.

nowadays have the feel to blog..
maybe the newbies pumped oil for me..

happy that you guys blog too..
so..
Unbelievable.
there's sure a secret in it,uh?
of course,
special thanks to JosephLee..
inspired them to do so..
haha..

end my blog.

cee..

Bonjour?

tuu-daa~~

saw this last two days in Google.com
hehe..
so cute eh..
it's actually Sesame Street 40th Anniversary.
Cookie Monster.
am i right?
hmm..
who cares.
it's a monster anyway.
lalala~~

bought a book yesterday.
Italian for beginners.
i'm kinda kid typo'
still reading teenage books..

a way to gain some Bonjour knowledge..
oppss..
did i get it right?
does bonjour' apply in Italy.

arrhhhh......!!!

okay,
fine.
being a lil' silly here.

correct me if i'm wrong.

off.

A Bite of Reality

it's been about a month for me to blog..

hmm..

of course..

there's always reason for being NOT blogging..

so,

busy with college..

bunch of pending assignments..

i don't even feel like doing it..

yet, the due date is coming Monday.

i have MATH, MACROECO., MARKETING as well..

sigh..

Math and Marketing is the worse actually..

both need to be handed on MONDAY, as i've just mention seconds ago..

not an easy task anyway..

need more time on that..

sigh..

there's some sort of misunderstood between me and my friend.

but i don't really think that person know..

well,

maybe i should say SORRY 1st..

since somehow i started it..

never expect to be as such..

hope things will get better soon..

or NOW..

haha..

signing' out now.

just after bath..

un-comb hair waiting for me.

Piece of LOVE,
..cee..

Move On is all you need to do

it's been a long time i did not update blog.

many things happen..

sad things,happy things.


all of us is sad for the same thing.

BUT,

there's always something good coming up.

it's time to MOVE ON.

think of the future that you dream of and head to that point.

achieve what you should.

this is what the person who leave you wanted you to do,

be happy.

anyhow,

Life have to go on.

Midterm is next week.

Monday - Macroeco and Marketing Principle.
Tuesday - MUET Speaking,again!
Wednesday - College Algebra.

AND,
i wished my friends LUCK for your exam next week
almost all of them,exam held next week.

LUCKS~~~

see you guys soon.
especially Ting.

Hearts
Mid-Autumn

Hearts Mid-Autumn.
Sweet~

Saturday
3rd of Oct.
Mid-Autumn Festival.
we enjoyed our time.us.the gurls including Papa's Gf.

bare with the blur photo.
my bad~


for now: rushing my damn assignment!
but my friend said he do everything.
so 'wai dai'.
feel bad.
sigh~

1year

saw this in the papers today~

kinda lame..

but i guess is NOT helpful..

just felt like listing it.

20mins - Blood Pressure and Heart Rate ruturn to normal.

12hours- Carbon Monoxide level in the body returns to normal.

24hours- Posibility of heart attack decrease.

48 hours- Sense of the smell and taste begin to improve.

72 hours - Lung capacity increase making breathing easier.

2weeks -3months- Blood circulation and lung function improve.

1-9months- Cilia (tiny hair like structure that move the mucus out to the lungs) regain normal function, increase the ability to handle mucus, clean the lungs and decrease the risk of infection.

1 year- Risk of the heart attack halved.


i guess this would suit people who wants to quit~

Even and Odd

Friday

25th of September,09

back from Port Dickson.

we had fun there..

even it's only 2days1nite.

we probably need more of this,don't we??

hehe..

hope our next trip,everyone is there to enjoy the moment~

Saturday

26th of September,09

suppose to be a 'no plan day'..

got a msg from hang..

she's coming over to 'lepak'

so we end up going 1U..

she actually kinda wanted to go there..

*from what i feel*

anyway,

so we parked 1U Old Wing..

down the escalator..

walked 1 round..

wondering why are we still in Old Wing.

*same place*

2nd round..

aiks..

still, the same place..

so we can't do it no more..

head to the nearest directory board..

hmm..

we kinda get to our way..

New Wing.

that's Our Heaven~~

hee..

1st stop..

Pull and Bear..

the trend now is kinda like Punk Rock feel..

pretty punk rock..

like it~ thumbs up.

i tried a jeans and hang tried a topless singlet..

bought it~

no regrets of the jeans..

hee..

thanks hang for your 'buy lah' tactic..

kekek...

then went into F21.

nothing nice..

then we went home after that.

bought pan mee for late lunch=dinner..

and sugar cane=sweet~

nice..

our day end just like that.

Could you~

Meet me halfway, right at the boarderline
That's where I'm gonna wait, for you
I'll be lookin out, night n'day
Took my heart to the limit, and this is where I'll stay
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish

我唔開心。

最憎做任何事別人唔贊同畀我

點解呀?

Lily Allen

"Fuck You (Very Much)"

Look inside
Look inside your tiny mind
Now look a bit harder
Cause we're so uninspired, so sick and tired of all the hatred you harbor

So you say
It's not okay to be gay
Well I think you're just evil
You're just some racist who can't tie my laces
Your point of view is midieval

Fuck you
Fuck you very, very much
Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you
Fuck you very, very much
Cause your words don't translate
And it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Do you get
Do you get a little kick of being slow minded?
You want to be like your father
It's approval your after
Well that's not how you find it

Do you
Do you really enjoy living a life that's so hateful?
Cause there's a hole where your soul should be
Your losing control of it and it's really distasteful

Fuck you
Fuck you very, very much
Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you
Fuck you very, very much
Cause your words don't translate and it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Look inside
Look inside your tiny mind
Now look a bit harder
Cause we're so uninspired, so sick and tired of all the hatred you harbor

Fuck you
Fuck you very, very much
Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you
Fuck you very, very much
Cause your words don't translate and it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Kelly Clarkson

"Already Gone"

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would have work out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die
I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop

[Chorus]
I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
But someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
It started with the perfect kiss then
We could feel the poison set in
"Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

[Chorus]

You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone
Ahhh already gone, already gone, already gone
Ahhh already gone, already gone, already gone

Remember all the tings we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

[Chorus]

You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

Kay Tse - 年度之歌

曾經攀上的天梯　曾經擁抱的身體
曾經在乎一切　被突然摧毀　霎那比沙更細
良夜美景沒原因出了軌　來讓我知一切皆可放低
還是百載未逢的美麗　得到過又促逝　也有一種智慧

＊ 全年度有幾多首歌　給天天的播　給你最愉快的消磨
流行是一首窩心的歌　突然間說過就過
誰曾是你這一首歌　你記不清楚　我看著你離座
真高興給你愛護過　根本你不欠我甚麼 ＊

曾經擁有的春季　曾經走過的谷底
人生是場輕梯　忽高也忽低　不輸氣勢

Repeat ＊

誰曾是你這一首歌　你記不清楚　我看著你離座
很高興因你燦爛過　高峰過總會有下坡

回憶裝滿的抽屜　時光機裡的光輝
人生豔如花卉　但限時美麗　一覽始終無遺
回望昨天劇場深不見底　還是有幾幕曾好好發揮
還願我懂下台的美麗　鞠躬了就退位　起碼得到敬禮

誰又妄想一曲一世　讓人忠心到底

I Don't Get It

just back from dinner with my grandpa..

today afternoon suppose going to maxis to get my simcard..

but..

the fact,

it's not open!

saturdays,they only work till 1.30pm.

we're just a lil' late..

can't you just wait for us?

sigh..

i brought my Sony phone and Nokia with me..

and AGAIN,

i left the Sony phone in CRV's CRV!

you lah, CRV..

always don't drive..

see, what happen! grrr...

back home..

packed me and my sister's stuff..

gonna shift back to my old house..

is completely done now..

great!

hee..

oh yea..

i should mention about this morning..

which is actually afternoon like 12 plus..

firstly,

my grandpa called..

telling me that the whoever someone is coming to check the toilet bowl..

put down the phone..

DING DONG~~~(doorbell)

the maids is here..

open the gate for them..

sat back down.

then,

another call..

MY MOM..

asking me to help her bring out the BBQ set..

put down the phone..

AGAIN,

DING DONG(doorbell)

the guy who come and fix the toilet bowl..

i can't have a peaceful time..

and is LIKE I WAS FUCKING HUNGRY!!

and TIRED OF PICKING UP CALLS~~

i just sat down..

phone rang, doorbell rang..

ring here and there..

sighh..

then just now which is DINNER..

another call..

from MY MOM again..

asking whether have we taken our dinner..

bla bla..

when we reach the restaurant..

ANOTHER CALL AGAIN!!!!!

MY MOM~~~~!!!!

asking me to help her with her work..

arghhhhhhhhhh~~~~~

WHY????

and she sounded like very important stuff..

now,

is SO RIGHT NOW..

it's religion thing?

what is this?

i'm so sorry to say..

but i don't think this is what you need to do..

i mean,

i believe there's people who doing all this not you.

you know that you don't have a printer..

then why are you troubling yourself to do all this..

i really don't get it!


anyway,
i gonna stop blogging for sometimes i guess..
moving back there..
no lappy to on9.

Eminem - Beautiful

"Beautiful"

Lately I've been hard to reach I've been too long on my own Everybody has a private world
Where they can be alone Are you calling me, are you trying to get through
Are you reaching out for me, I'm reaching out for you

I'm just so fuckin' depressed I just can seem to get out this slump
If I could just get over this hump
But I need something to pull me out this dump I took my bruises, took my lumps
Fell down and I got right back up But I need that spark to get psyched back up
In order for me to pick that mic back up I don't know how I pry away
And I ended up in this position I'm in I starting to feel distant again
So I decided just to pick this pen Up and tried to make an attempt to vent
But I just can't admit Or come to grips, with the fact that I may be done with rap
I need a new outlet I know some shits so hard to swallow And I just can't sit back and wallow
In my own sorrow But I know one fact I'll be one tough act to follow
One tough act to follow Copy One tough act to follow Here today, gone tomorrow
But you have to walk a thousand miles

In my shoes, just to see What it's like, to be me I'll be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to Feel your pain, you feel mine Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find Look at shit through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo They can all get fucked.
Just stay true to you sOoOoo Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
OoOo They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you

I think I'm starting to lose my sense of humor
Everything is so tense and gloom
I almost feel like I gotta check the temperature in the room Just as soon as I walk in
It's like all eyes on me So I try to avoid any eye contact
Cause if I do that then it opens a door to conversation
Like I want that... I'm not looking for extra attention
I just want to be just like you Blend in with the rest of the room
Maybe just point me to the closest restroom I don't need fucking man servant
Tryin to follow me around, and wipe my ass Laugh at every single joke I crack
And half of them ain't even funny like
Ahh Marshall, you're so funny man, you should be a comedian, god damn
Unfortunately I am, but I just hide behind the tears of a clown
So why don't you all sit down Listen to the tale I'm about to tell
Hell, we don't have to trade our shoes
And you don't have to walk no thousand miles

In my shoes, just to see What it's like, to be me
All be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find Look at shit through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
OoOo They can all get fucked.
Just stay true to you sOoOoo
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
OoOo They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo

Nobody asked for life to deal us
With these bullshit hands they've delt
We have to take these cards ourselves
And flip them, don't expect no help
Now I could have either just
Sat on my ass and pissed and moaned
But take this situation in which I'm placed in
And get up and get my own
I was never the type of kid
To wait but I know to unpack his bags
Never sat on the porch and hoped and prayed
For a dad to show up who never did
I just wanted to fit in
Every single place
Every school I went
I dreamed of being that cool kid
Even if it meant acting stupid
Aunt Edna always told me
Keep making that face till it gets stuck like that
Meanwhile I'm just standing there
Holding my tongue up trying to talk like this
Till I stuck my tongue on the frozen stop sign poll at 8 years old
I learned my lesson and cause I wasn't tryin to impress my friends no more
But I already told you my whole life story
Not just based on my description
Cause where you see it from where you're sitting
Is probably 110% different
I guess we would have to walk a mile
In each other's shoes, at least
What size you where? I wear tens
Let's see if you can fit your feet

[Chorus]
In my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
All be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to

Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind Just to see what we find
Look at shit through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
OoOo They can all get fucked.
Just stay true to you sOoOoo
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
OoOo They can all get fucked.
Just stay true to you sOoOoo

Lately I've been hard to reach I've been too long on my own
Everybody has a private world Where they can be alone... sOoOoo
Are you calling me, are you trying to get through OoOo
Are you reaching out for me, I'm reaching out for you
sOoOoo Oo Oo

Yea... To my babies. Stay strong.
Daddy will be home soon
And to the rest of the world, god gave you the shoes
That fit you, so put em on and wear em
And be yourself man, be proud of who you are
Even if it sounds corny,
Don't ever let no one tell you, you ain't beautiful

Jog

Thursday.

went for movie with my friend in Cineleisure..

watching The Orphan again..

is not as good as the 1st time..

not much action or something..

out of words anyway..

then went to the petshop in Ikano..

keke..

cute doggies..

muakss...

Schnauzer, Pomeranian, Hush puppies, Golden Retriever, and POODLE..

but the poodle is kinda 'grown-up'

i like puppies..

hee..

then..

came to this reptiles!!

OMG~~~

suffocated..

can heart attack any moment..

grrr...

scary..

the green lizard..wahahha..
i don't know what is it call..

then we saw hamsters..

so cute..

but i don't dare to hold it..

and kinda scary..

coz' ALL THE HAMSTER IS LOCATE AT THE SAME 'AQUARIUM'..

yikkss...
>_<

is like a pile of ants gathered together..

*goosebumps*


got a call from william..

so sudden..

JOGOYA!

yumyum~

hehe..

so we started eating at 10pm maybe..

then end at 12am..

in the middle of it..

i spilled some drink on myself and someone squating down to get her plates..

I'm SORRY anyway..

i really don't want it to happen..

and Sorry that i didn't manage to say sorry on the spot..

i'm blank that time..

Free-Flow

result is not today..

probably tomorrow..

sigh..

i don't feel like taking the result slip..

it's sad!

as promised..

BROWNIES!!

yumyum~~

taste good..

^.^

i want more!

but fattening..

now,

the tupperware left half of it..

keke..

ate so much..

and thanks for the song you've played today!

sweet!

especially the one you said 'is NOTHING'

is so hanging there..

don't really get it..

maybe you trying to say is a song that you played 'free-flow'

kaka..

done!

chewee writes.

Half an Hour

next sem is starting again!

i don't want to go back to college lahh..

is so boring..

before this..

Morning class starts at 9AM

and NOW..

starts at 8.30AM

what the hell???

crazy you!

don't talk to me..
talk to the RUBBISH DUMP.

lame!!!!!!!

not only that..

we only have HALF AN HOUR lunch break!

another WHAT THE HELL!!!!

what the hell are we going to eat!

the food in the cafeteria sucks man.

maybe the principal should cook..

everyone will be in a healthy condition..

since she's a MOM for don't know how many sons/daughters.

sigh..

i hate college for now..

Reminder

went movie today with the usual ones.
Melman, Hang, Ting and CRV.
a movie which we all have waited for like 5-6 months,maybe.
but anyway,
i get to watched it.
not like last year..
which i can't even watch any good movies..
or i should say, i didn't even manage to get my butt into the cinema!
so sad..

after movie..
went down to get Krispy Kreme!
yumyum~
finally,
i got to taste it.
is really happy that no long queue..
maybe because the malay is in the Fasting mood.
so no one is loitering there..
bla bla bla..

the doughnut..
hmm..
kinda fluffy fluffy..
not that bad thou.
there's still a lot here..
can't finish it..
went for dinner right after i got home with my mom..
had western food for dinner..
not that bad..
taste..
WESTERN..

but of course,
not as good as those popular V.S, Italiannies etc..
just ok lah..
hehe..

oh yea!
my next target..
is to watch Final Destination..
hehe..

REMINDER:
FOO, PLEASE COME!!
i need your SCREAMMMM!!!
hahahahahah..

Done

sigh..

didn't sleep well this morning!

over worried about H1N1..

i got a shocking news from my uncle..

saying that my aunt's kids which is my cousin for god sake as if people don't understand.

they both got sick and they having H1N1..

being quarantined at home..

so freaking scary..

really speechless with this..

anyway,

went for piano just now..

thought going some chilling session with my friends..

but sadly..

they have no money...

movie got money, yum cha dor dor yeh..

done blogging session.

Ain't Beautiful

In my shoes, just to see What it's like, to be me
All be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find Look at shit through each other's eyes

To Buy or Not To Buy?

went shopping again..

crazy of clothes nowadays..

need some 'fresh' clothes before col starts..

went to College to pay the fees..

then headed to Pyramid with my bro.

he wanted to get short pants for himself.

we walked for 2-3 hours..

going back with empty hands, as usual.

but i've tried a shirt/long shirt/blouse in Forever21.

and i kinda loved it..

so pretty..

hee..
that's me!
with the clothes on..

this photo..
my legs looks so tiny..
haha..
like chicken.
a closer look..
oppss..
now i realised why my friend said it doesn't look like blue..
it's actually GREY.
sorry, my BAD.

can anyone tell me whether should i get this blouse or not?
i'm super confused~
sigh..
you can message me too..
hee!!

Bloody

went MV today..

bought myself a topless..

hmm..

not very satisfying..

i want to get a tee from Zara..

but couldn't find it..

so sad..

maybe i should head to Bangsar Vil. tomorrow to check it out..

i don't have much to blog..

tired of everything..

i don't want to think.

before i end..

i can't bloody find a belt that i want..

i saw it in a magazine but is not in the outlet.

so lame
-..-"

now is the real end!

Cake

already 240 posts..

hmm..

not bad..

but some is a superb short post..

anyway,

that's not my purpose..

urm..

moon cake festival is around the corner.
(is that how we write it?)

hee..

saw the photos of the mooncake last 2 days in the papers..

owwhhh..

i want to eat those..

looks so tasty..

i like the 'LIN YONG'..

and the one with yolks..
it's fattening..grrhh..

and, and..

the one with diff skin type or something..

actually..

i have lots to blog..

but i FORGOT every single thing after a call from my MOM..

zzz.

anyway,

blog later when i remember again..

heheh..

xoxo


back to blog again..

now i remember what i wanna blog about..

watching a show called 'Big Five'
or something like that..

talking about the contestants who gonna compete with each other(obviously!)
to help the poorly..

is some sort like a charity show or something..

given $10000 or more to donate the money to them..

but in a CREATIVE way..

there's one contestant that bought FLOWERS from the street
which of course, there's people selling it..

after she bought all of it..

whenever there's car pass by,
she will just stop the car anf pass them the flowers..

ROSES, CARNATION etc.

it's really sweet..

some other contestant bought some electronics for the family..
go round the home to give it away..

after watching it..

i feel the satisfaction in them..

doing a good thing that can make their lives better..

makes me feel like doing charity too..

but not just donating money..

maybe help them out..

i guess working as a volunteer would be fun..

done with blogging..

i fee like chatting with my girls instead.

hah..

peace

我哭的时候，已经是很难过了...

finally,

uploaded my photos..

but,

the navigation bar covered my eyes..

not pretty already.

sigh..

anyway,

THOUSAND CLAPS to my BABE TING..

she's the one who helped me with it..

even it only takes her 10mins..

hee..

hope you read this lo..

cheer up..

your sis can take care of herself..

everyone is gifted to be happy..

and gifted friends to share your grieve with..
(seen you not yet have a bf..hee)

anything you're not happy of..

you can tell anyone of us..

we will be there!

nothing to blog about.

lots of love,
nee.nee.