I Don't Get It

just back from dinner with my grandpa..

today afternoon suppose going to maxis to get my simcard..

but..

the fact,

it's not open!

saturdays,they only work till 1.30pm.

we're just a lil' late..

can't you just wait for us?

sigh..

i brought my Sony phone and Nokia with me..

and AGAIN,

i left the Sony phone in CRV's CRV!

you lah, CRV..

always don't drive..

see, what happen! grrr...

back home..

packed me and my sister's stuff..

gonna shift back to my old house..

is completely done now..

great!

hee..

oh yea..

i should mention about this morning..

which is actually afternoon like 12 plus..

firstly,

my grandpa called..

telling me that the whoever someone is coming to check the toilet bowl..

put down the phone..

DING DONG~~~(doorbell)

the maids is here..

open the gate for them..

sat back down.

then,

another call..

MY MOM..

asking me to help her bring out the BBQ set..

put down the phone..

AGAIN,

DING DONG(doorbell)

the guy who come and fix the toilet bowl..

i can't have a peaceful time..

and is LIKE I WAS FUCKING HUNGRY!!

and TIRED OF PICKING UP CALLS~~

i just sat down..

phone rang, doorbell rang..

ring here and there..

sighh..

then just now which is DINNER..

another call..

from MY MOM again..

asking whether have we taken our dinner..

bla bla..

when we reach the restaurant..

ANOTHER CALL AGAIN!!!!!

MY MOM~~~~!!!!

asking me to help her with her work..

arghhhhhhhhhh~~~~~

WHY????

and she sounded like very important stuff..

now,

is SO RIGHT NOW..

it's religion thing?

what is this?

i'm so sorry to say..

but i don't think this is what you need to do..

i mean,

i believe there's people who doing all this not you.

you know that you don't have a printer..

then why are you troubling yourself to do all this..

i really don't get it!


anyway,
i gonna stop blogging for sometimes i guess..
moving back there..
no lappy to on9.

Eminem - Beautiful

"Beautiful"

Lately I've been hard to reach I've been too long on my own Everybody has a private world
Where they can be alone Are you calling me, are you trying to get through
Are you reaching out for me, I'm reaching out for you

I'm just so fuckin' depressed I just can seem to get out this slump
If I could just get over this hump
But I need something to pull me out this dump I took my bruises, took my lumps
Fell down and I got right back up But I need that spark to get psyched back up
In order for me to pick that mic back up I don't know how I pry away
And I ended up in this position I'm in I starting to feel distant again
So I decided just to pick this pen Up and tried to make an attempt to vent
But I just can't admit Or come to grips, with the fact that I may be done with rap
I need a new outlet I know some shits so hard to swallow And I just can't sit back and wallow
In my own sorrow But I know one fact I'll be one tough act to follow
One tough act to follow Copy One tough act to follow Here today, gone tomorrow
But you have to walk a thousand miles

In my shoes, just to see What it's like, to be me I'll be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to Feel your pain, you feel mine Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find Look at shit through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo They can all get fucked.
Just stay true to you sOoOoo Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
OoOo They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you

I think I'm starting to lose my sense of humor
Everything is so tense and gloom
I almost feel like I gotta check the temperature in the room Just as soon as I walk in
It's like all eyes on me So I try to avoid any eye contact
Cause if I do that then it opens a door to conversation
Like I want that... I'm not looking for extra attention
I just want to be just like you Blend in with the rest of the room
Maybe just point me to the closest restroom I don't need fucking man servant
Tryin to follow me around, and wipe my ass Laugh at every single joke I crack
And half of them ain't even funny like
Ahh Marshall, you're so funny man, you should be a comedian, god damn
Unfortunately I am, but I just hide behind the tears of a clown
So why don't you all sit down Listen to the tale I'm about to tell
Hell, we don't have to trade our shoes
And you don't have to walk no thousand miles

In my shoes, just to see What it's like, to be me
All be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find Look at shit through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
OoOo They can all get fucked.
Just stay true to you sOoOoo
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
OoOo They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo

Nobody asked for life to deal us
With these bullshit hands they've delt
We have to take these cards ourselves
And flip them, don't expect no help
Now I could have either just
Sat on my ass and pissed and moaned
But take this situation in which I'm placed in
And get up and get my own
I was never the type of kid
To wait but I know to unpack his bags
Never sat on the porch and hoped and prayed
For a dad to show up who never did
I just wanted to fit in
Every single place
Every school I went
I dreamed of being that cool kid
Even if it meant acting stupid
Aunt Edna always told me
Keep making that face till it gets stuck like that
Meanwhile I'm just standing there
Holding my tongue up trying to talk like this
Till I stuck my tongue on the frozen stop sign poll at 8 years old
I learned my lesson and cause I wasn't tryin to impress my friends no more
But I already told you my whole life story
Not just based on my description
Cause where you see it from where you're sitting
Is probably 110% different
I guess we would have to walk a mile
In each other's shoes, at least
What size you where? I wear tens
Let's see if you can fit your feet

[Chorus]
In my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
All be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to

Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind Just to see what we find
Look at shit through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
OoOo They can all get fucked.
Just stay true to you sOoOoo
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
OoOo They can all get fucked.
Just stay true to you sOoOoo

Lately I've been hard to reach I've been too long on my own
Everybody has a private world Where they can be alone... sOoOoo
Are you calling me, are you trying to get through OoOo
Are you reaching out for me, I'm reaching out for you
sOoOoo Oo Oo

Yea... To my babies. Stay strong.
Daddy will be home soon
And to the rest of the world, god gave you the shoes
That fit you, so put em on and wear em
And be yourself man, be proud of who you are
Even if it sounds corny,
Don't ever let no one tell you, you ain't beautiful

Jog

Thursday.

went for movie with my friend in Cineleisure..

watching The Orphan again..

is not as good as the 1st time..

not much action or something..

out of words anyway..

then went to the petshop in Ikano..

keke..

cute doggies..

muakss...

Schnauzer, Pomeranian, Hush puppies, Golden Retriever, and POODLE..

but the poodle is kinda 'grown-up'

i like puppies..

hee..

then..

came to this reptiles!!

OMG~~~

suffocated..

can heart attack any moment..

grrr...

scary..

the green lizard..wahahha..
i don't know what is it call..

then we saw hamsters..

so cute..

but i don't dare to hold it..

and kinda scary..

coz' ALL THE HAMSTER IS LOCATE AT THE SAME 'AQUARIUM'..

yikkss...
>_<

is like a pile of ants gathered together..

*goosebumps*


got a call from william..

so sudden..

JOGOYA!

yumyum~

hehe..

so we started eating at 10pm maybe..

then end at 12am..

in the middle of it..

i spilled some drink on myself and someone squating down to get her plates..

I'm SORRY anyway..

i really don't want it to happen..

and Sorry that i didn't manage to say sorry on the spot..

i'm blank that time..

Free-Flow

result is not today..

probably tomorrow..

sigh..

i don't feel like taking the result slip..

it's sad!

as promised..

BROWNIES!!

yumyum~~

taste good..

^.^

i want more!

but fattening..

now,

the tupperware left half of it..

keke..

ate so much..

and thanks for the song you've played today!

sweet!

especially the one you said 'is NOTHING'

is so hanging there..

don't really get it..

maybe you trying to say is a song that you played 'free-flow'

kaka..

done!

chewee writes.

Half an Hour

next sem is starting again!

i don't want to go back to college lahh..

is so boring..

before this..

Morning class starts at 9AM

and NOW..

starts at 8.30AM

what the hell???

crazy you!

don't talk to me..
talk to the RUBBISH DUMP.

lame!!!!!!!

not only that..

we only have HALF AN HOUR lunch break!

another WHAT THE HELL!!!!

what the hell are we going to eat!

the food in the cafeteria sucks man.

maybe the principal should cook..

everyone will be in a healthy condition..

since she's a MOM for don't know how many sons/daughters.

sigh..

i hate college for now..

Reminder

went movie today with the usual ones.
Melman, Hang, Ting and CRV.
a movie which we all have waited for like 5-6 months,maybe.
but anyway,
i get to watched it.
not like last year..
which i can't even watch any good movies..
or i should say, i didn't even manage to get my butt into the cinema!
so sad..

after movie..
went down to get Krispy Kreme!
yumyum~
finally,
i got to taste it.
is really happy that no long queue..
maybe because the malay is in the Fasting mood.
so no one is loitering there..
bla bla bla..

the doughnut..
hmm..
kinda fluffy fluffy..
not that bad thou.
there's still a lot here..
can't finish it..
went for dinner right after i got home with my mom..
had western food for dinner..
not that bad..
taste..
WESTERN..

but of course,
not as good as those popular V.S, Italiannies etc..
just ok lah..
hehe..

oh yea!
my next target..
is to watch Final Destination..
hehe..

REMINDER:
FOO, PLEASE COME!!
i need your SCREAMMMM!!!
hahahahahah..

Done

sigh..

didn't sleep well this morning!

over worried about H1N1..

i got a shocking news from my uncle..

saying that my aunt's kids which is my cousin for god sake as if people don't understand.

they both got sick and they having H1N1..

being quarantined at home..

so freaking scary..

really speechless with this..

anyway,

went for piano just now..

thought going some chilling session with my friends..

but sadly..

they have no money...

movie got money, yum cha dor dor yeh..

done blogging session.

Ain't Beautiful

In my shoes, just to see What it's like, to be me
All be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find Look at shit through each other's eyes

To Buy or Not To Buy?

went shopping again..

crazy of clothes nowadays..

need some 'fresh' clothes before col starts..

went to College to pay the fees..

then headed to Pyramid with my bro.

he wanted to get short pants for himself.

we walked for 2-3 hours..

going back with empty hands, as usual.

but i've tried a shirt/long shirt/blouse in Forever21.

and i kinda loved it..

so pretty..

hee..
that's me!
with the clothes on..

this photo..
my legs looks so tiny..
haha..
like chicken.
a closer look..
oppss..
now i realised why my friend said it doesn't look like blue..
it's actually GREY.
sorry, my BAD.

can anyone tell me whether should i get this blouse or not?
i'm super confused~
sigh..
you can message me too..
hee!!

Bloody

went MV today..

bought myself a topless..

hmm..

not very satisfying..

i want to get a tee from Zara..

but couldn't find it..

so sad..

maybe i should head to Bangsar Vil. tomorrow to check it out..

i don't have much to blog..

tired of everything..

i don't want to think.

before i end..

i can't bloody find a belt that i want..

i saw it in a magazine but is not in the outlet.

so lame
-..-"

now is the real end!

Cake

already 240 posts..

hmm..

not bad..

but some is a superb short post..

anyway,

that's not my purpose..

urm..

moon cake festival is around the corner.
(is that how we write it?)

hee..

saw the photos of the mooncake last 2 days in the papers..

owwhhh..

i want to eat those..

looks so tasty..

i like the 'LIN YONG'..

and the one with yolks..
it's fattening..grrhh..

and, and..

the one with diff skin type or something..

actually..

i have lots to blog..

but i FORGOT every single thing after a call from my MOM..

zzz.

anyway,

blog later when i remember again..

heheh..

xoxo


back to blog again..

now i remember what i wanna blog about..

watching a show called 'Big Five'
or something like that..

talking about the contestants who gonna compete with each other(obviously!)
to help the poorly..

is some sort like a charity show or something..

given $10000 or more to donate the money to them..

but in a CREATIVE way..

there's one contestant that bought FLOWERS from the street
which of course, there's people selling it..

after she bought all of it..

whenever there's car pass by,
she will just stop the car anf pass them the flowers..

ROSES, CARNATION etc.

it's really sweet..

some other contestant bought some electronics for the family..
go round the home to give it away..

after watching it..

i feel the satisfaction in them..

doing a good thing that can make their lives better..

makes me feel like doing charity too..

but not just donating money..

maybe help them out..

i guess working as a volunteer would be fun..

done with blogging..

i fee like chatting with my girls instead.

hah..

peace

我哭的时候，已经是很难过了...

finally,

uploaded my photos..

but,

the navigation bar covered my eyes..

not pretty already.

sigh..

anyway,

THOUSAND CLAPS to my BABE TING..

she's the one who helped me with it..

even it only takes her 10mins..

hee..

hope you read this lo..

cheer up..

your sis can take care of herself..

everyone is gifted to be happy..

and gifted friends to share your grieve with..
(seen you not yet have a bf..hee)

anything you're not happy of..

you can tell anyone of us..

we will be there!

nothing to blog about.

lots of love,
nee.nee.

Strawberry Jam

tired again!

this tired will never ever end just like working..

hehe..

piano again later..

now,

i'm having my breakfast..

toasted bread with strawberry jam..
mm..yumyum~

To Be Continue-ed already!

i woke up at 7am..

yupe, AGAIN!

but this time is wanna go pee..

ahah..

then, i get up from the bed..

turn to the window..

**

i jumped down.

***

hahha..

not funny.

next, look outside the window..

instead of clear blue sky..

it turned out to be ORANGE SKY..

>..< >erm, sounds painful.hee.

out of words,for now.

waiting for my mom to pick me up..

lunch time!

then head to piano after that.

update later.

a-dios!
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back.

after piano class..

so,

as i expected..

someone passed out in dreamland..

haha..

*snatch the trophy*

it's mine now!!

hoho..

the satisfaction.

i have not much to blog..

the usual day..

someone said I'm FAT

so sad!!

got to swim more already..

i don't want to be fat ass.

AND THERE'S PEOPLE CALLING ME 'FATTY'!!!!!

you're more MEAN~~

i hope you read this!

then for the next second, you will be smiling to yourself, right right??

hehehe..

Mississippi..
(nothing related,just a word that comes into my mind)

Thunder

i'm sooo freaking tired!


i can't sleep coz of some stuff and the THUNDERSTORM!!


till the sky is bright, i'm still awake..
it's like 7AM,look at it, AM!!!


after that, i can't sleep anymore!
duh!!

I Don't

My Fault..


is always my FAULT..


i'm not as good as you think..


enough.

None

learned a new thing!



i'm caged like the olden days.

A Blessing

is really a blessing for us who staying in M'sia.

watching the news..

natural disaster in the outside world.

people lost their family member, no proper place to live, no proper clothing.

appreciate what we have now!

也许..!

【你们可能相爱过...也可能喜欢着彼此...】

但是，因为什么原因你们没能在一起！？

也许，他为朋友之间的义气，不能追你；

也许顾着家人的意见你们没在一起；

也许因为时间的流逝，他没有要你等他；

也许你们相遇太早，还不懂得珍惜对方；

也许你们相遇太晚，你们身边已有了一个人；

也许你们回头太迟，对方已不再等待；

【也许你们彼此捉摸着对方的心，而迟迟无法跨出世界线；】

Drove

Driver.

by,
myself. chewee.

Face Lift

i need a face lift!
(my blog i mean)

does anyone want to help me?

too dull!

Cannot

things goes well..
except for the shopping part..

went home around 7.00pm..
i can't start the engine..
so sad..
need to suffer from mosquito bites..

there's something good..
which is The Troublemaker waited with me.
haha..
thanks alot..

and i'm really sorry that you need to get a cab or a bus back home.
REALLY A THOUSAND AND ONE SORRY.
SORRY!!!!!

now,
the abusing is worth!
haha..

but don't ALWAYS abuse me lah~
it's painful,okay?
hee..

A Video

ahah..


saw this video clip in facebook..


super funny this cute lil' kid.


enjoy.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kMZrXAXitKI

A Plan

Tomorrow's Plan:

Morning: Swimming

Afternoon: Shopping

Night: Nothing (usual)





Nee signing off.

The Lovers and The Fool

The Lovers and The Fool

There is a bit of the ´oil and water don´t mix´ challenge in this combination, where the mentally slick and emotionally independent Magician can´t seem to blend at all with the mentally fuzzy and emotionally interdependent Lovers soul. Cut from different fabrics from different universes might describe best the reason this union is far from seamless. The Lovers soul penchant for mystical and deep feelings confounds the analytical Magician who sees the Lovers soul as a lost dreamer. When these two pair up for creative projects, there can be some degree of synergy—the Lovers person has a finely honed imagination that can translate the Magician´s ideas into a creative expression. Yet in romance, there is such a gap in priorities that a lasting relationship is challenging. The Lovers soul is a natural homebody while the Magician prefers to travel and adventure. The Lovers character focuses on the wellbeing of everyone else while the Magician has often mastered the art of selfishness. Ego clashes and power struggles are common because each sees in the other their shadow: The Magician judges the selfless service of the Lovers soul as foolish. The Lovers soul sees the Magician´s self-service as shallow and empty. In the best circumstances, these two can learn from each other. But most times the combination ends with each partner convinced that he or she is right and the other wrong, or even worse, good or evil.

3 in 1

it's been a long time i've not upload photo from my camera.

sigh..


i don't even know how should i start.



okay,



mum came back from Sydney last month..



bought and brought some stuff for me and my sis..




some clothes, a handbag, a purse, some snacks and HERSELF!



i'll start with the snacks..kangaroo~ so cutee..!!

a dress that my elder sis chose for us.
thanks a lot! it's pretty,sis!
a blur photo of myself. with the dress.

the LV purse.
thanks momma!


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left my camera with hang..
she snap some photos of her nephew and niece.
cute just like the niece.

the niece.

the nephew. aww..so cute with the handkerchief.. ^_^ (just like the emoticon)
hehe..why so serious?
hang, did you force him to snap this so 'passport' photo?
heeee...

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went out today to get ting's watch.
yow came over to my uncle's place.
and hang too..
to get some stuff but fate is fate..
she can't find it.
either do i.i bought this last 2 weeks..
opss..
more than that..
whenever it is..
i just bought it.
mojolica eyeliner pencil.
today i bought this cheap watch.
starts with D something..
RM99..closer look.
after i bought this watch..
from the photo above..
it looks a lil boyish!
i think i start to REGRET~


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i bought a sandal for myself y'day with my sis..
at last i found a sandal that i can wear..
and it's mine!
kaka..

now i kinda realised that i'm outdated from the fashion.
i need to get back on track before it's too late to catchup.
anyone can help?

hmm,
i probably need a high-waist denim shorts or pants.
and heels is so pretty.
elegant and kinda funky(for the boots type),maybe.
dresses pretty cool too..
heee..